You gotta live in your dreams, dont make them so hard...

Hundreds of dreams
Thousands of hope
Myriads of expectations
Months of hard work
Days of planning

You plan
You weave your dream world in the sky
You live in the clouds
You play with the angels

Then one day the balloons burst
All dreams are gone
You fall on the harsh ground of reality
You feel the pain
You feel hurt
You feel the warm blood gushing out our face
You feel the pebbles pricking
Your mind gives up
Your heart does not want to go on

Slowly and silently
You get up
You pull yourself together
You have to go
You cant give up

How are you gonna face yourself???
You gotta do it for yourself
You have to try
You have to pull yourself together
You gotta WIN

The taste of victory is so sweet.....

once again!

Its happening all over again!

Once again, just what I had not wanted to happen anymore!

I cant believe its happening to me again!

The same old cluttered mind, the same mixed emotions, the clash of egos, the fight of dilemmas, the sweetness, the bitterness, the excitement, the emptiness, the loneliness...its all coming back....

I hate it
I love it
Its perplexing
Its enlightening
It makes me sad
It makes me happy
Its a roller coaster ride!
Its fun!